I know the phrase disgusting is very vague but I just need to know if there is a way to get everything that isn't normal such as stuff to do with blocking out your personal parts etc. I only came to find more info about such things and if a forum was made about it. Though I only agreed to use a belt to see if that would get rid of this gross burden and fetish also so that I don't cheat on my wife, but I would really love to leave this life behind and live a happy one with my family. . .