Soo 🙂
Ramadan is over and on Sunday there's scheduled some private time without my belt. The fasting this year cleared my mind and I feel more wholesome than ever before. I took quite some time to think and to hold some inner monologue and to find my inner self.
I had times in the last week where the urge to touch myself was very big and even though I was determined to not become sexual I am pretty sure that I would have touched myself and masturbated if there was no belt. And that showed me that at this point in my life I am not a full master of myself and that is something I really would like to become.
that leads me to the question if I should or should not accept the release on Sunday.
