Avery I guess you're right, I'm emotional, because I can't have any relief with or without my girlfriend. We both are over 18, but her parents would never enforce her to wear such a device.
I don't want to break the belt, because it's expensive, and neither I want to call the police for abuse. My father is very strict and when my mother left him, he became obsessed with controlling my pleasure. Sometimes I hate him, and sometimes I feel guilty for hating him.
I've tried talking to him many times, but he starts shouting, and I don't want things to escalate. Maybe he will understand that it's my decision now, but he won't be happy that he can't control me and my life anymore.
