Kaja Thanks 🙂
Yes, please ask, there are not a lot other people I can talk with about this.
It was not my idea... but I feel I have to explain. I was touching myself a lot, and my mother and brother noticed. We are open in family so we talked and they asked me to do it less, or do it so they don't notice. But they still noticed when I was too long in the bathroom or shower, and sometimes walked in. So after that happened my mother said this is not good and we should do something, and because I was very emberassed about myself I agreed.
She knew belts because she had one when my father was still living, so she suggested it. I didn't like it but agreed to give it a try, only at home, only for some time. (Sorry this is hart for me to write.)
I now have been wearing 24/7 for almost 2 years. No masterbation breaks, because the last was not good for me. I hate it, but I like what I managed to do for school and other things I want to do. And not angering others anymore. So I know it's good for me, but I still hate it. I don't know if that makes sense.
