Renita BikelockFugitive Yes,but if discovered I would be in big trouble;and I don't need it generally, it was especially as I saw the ad on my father's desk...And I hadn't to wait too much to know more about it.
Renita Most of the time,yes.I think.But not perfect,sure.I disagree with the "need" of a chastity belt,so I don't think I should not be trusted because I fight it.
I only do a quick post about the talk with my parents,and I'll reply more here later.
The new rules are not pleasant at all,but I managed to make it a bit more bearable.It was a long and intense talk,so I'll summarize it.
Firstly,they told me about what they've decided,no input allowed for me at the start of the talk.
As I feared,they decided to put stricter rules in place from now,and they've ordered a chastity bra for me;wearing thigh bands more often is too planned.They told me they thought a lot about it,and they think these extra devices/extra wearing are the more easy to use for applying the rules.They explained me they think it is needed as I will be alone a lot more now,and they don't want me to fight too much against my belt and tries many things to bypass it;the thigh bands will help to prevent it;and they don't want too I spend too much time alone with Emilie and go more far than we should(I think they guessed we already made love,even with no orgasm for me,which is forbidden),and the bra will help to make such activities way less attractive for me(as I won't be able to be stimulated on my feminine parts at all,with a chastity bra on).They added they haven't ordered the chain to connect the thigh bands to the secondary shield,nor the ones for connecting the chastity bra to the chastity belt,they thought it was not necessary,nor useful.
They told me that I'll have to wear it every time I'll be alone at home,and not at night.If I'm punished,as wearing thighs bands will be more common,the punishment will be to have to wear the chastity belt+the thigh bands+the chastity bra day and night during the duration of my punishment(probably no more than a few days).
Secondly,we've started to define it more precisely,and I finally was allowed to have some input.I was angry and sad,but knew that if I show them I'm angry or yell at them,it would means a spanking,then staying in the corner,and not allowed to have any input,so I stayed calm and discussed politely.
They agreed quickly to not make me wear the thigh bands outside.I could ask them to not put them on me if I've to go out(depending on the reason I want to go out,and,in some case,my behaviour,it could be allowed or not(an appointment for work would always be ok,a meeting with friends may be refused));if I have to go out when not expected,I'll have to call them and they'll say if it is ok or not.
I'll have three boxes:one with the key for the thigh bands part in,one with the key for the chastity bra in and the third one with the key for the chastity belt in;each one locked by a plastic lock with a serial number on it.Easy to cut,but can't be replaced easily.If I'm allowed to go out when I call them,I'll be allowed to cut the lock of the box with the key for the thighs bands on it,but not the other ones,of course.
For the chastity bra,it would be rarer to be allowed to not have it on.It is less restrictive than the thigh bands and they don't think there is many reason for asking to not wear it.And I fear I'll have to wear it even when I'll have a job...However,they told me they'll consider accepting to not put it on me if it is very hot.
After fighting hard for it,I managed to make them accept to not put the chastity bra or thigh bands on me if I'm alone for less than one hour.But,in counterpart,if they'll be at home less than an hour,and leave again,I'll have to keep it during the short moment they're at home with me.
One rule I hate is that these rules will apply to the week-end,even if there is no difference during the week-end now,than when I was studying in university...
I think it was the main changes,I may have forgotten some,it is still hard emotionally for me(I cried a few times since this talk),and I complete if necessary.I hope I was clear enough and not make too many mistakes(especially about conjugate the verbs at the correct times,I've some doubt about it).
The chastity bra should be delivered at the end of the week,and there will be no changes about the other rules about chastity and chastity belt.I'll probably spend the next afternoon in thigh bands,too...
I asked for a change,however,which was agreed:if I comply with the new rules,Emilie will be allowed to spend 0 to 2 nights at home each week(depending on our behaviour;yes,they'll consider Emilie's behaviour too for it),but we both will be locked in our rooms(even if I'm sure Emilie won't cheat on me,and my twin won't cheat on his girlfriend,they're not at ease to have Emilie's room and my twin's room both open...).It is mainly allowed as we won't have to go university the next day,it may be less allowed when I'll have a work,however.I guess they've not been hard to convince as they may want to compensate a bit the new rules,hard to accept for me;they probably have noticed I'm disturbed by these rules,and especially the chastity bra.
Don't hesitate to ask questions,even more if some parts are unclear,I'll try to answer these,even if i do only a quick post her.This one is way longer than planned and not very clear,I think...
