I open fire...
I think that every girl here felt a mix of sensations. First at all it supossed for me become in a big girl, I knew seeing my mother and sister that I was entering in a new life, with more sacriffices and more privileges too.
At first moment I think better denomination is flight of fancy, proud and happinnes.
Later, a week or 10 days later I begin to Awareness of all drawbacks of belt, specially at nights, even I was not in my belt all the nights. You have that learn to walk, to hurry, to shower and even you have to learn to use your bladder. This period for me was the worst, for me always was very clear how a girl has to be, but sometimes I regreted of being birth as girl. All this was harder because my brother Fernando entered academy and left the house and I love my brother, is a person that make you sure than everything is going be OK. I am more restless than my sisters and I used to pass much time with him.
In This Time my mother and sis said me that all will be pass, that I was internalizing all, and I seeing them calm, I begin to stay much more with them, to talk with them over a lot of things and I step to step I was feeling happier.
For me, internalize the belt was become more quiet, calm, responsible, ammorous.
And nowadays, even with my friends saying that I am a bit mummy, I am happier.
And fight (a little) against the belt is in our nature.