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pestulens

pretty high-risk/low-reward strategy

Not a strategy. An observation.

WriterAlexis

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Milord

WriterAlexis this one is on disney+ too

Angelina

WriterAlexis Negotiate positions to gradually increase my freedom.

i would say that's the best thing for you at the moment. try to get freedom in small steps, show yourself from your best side, that you won't take advantage of it. despite your descriptions, i find the situation very unfair, because as far as i know it was your sister's bad behaviour that brought the belt into play. that you should now suffer from it would be very unfair. maybe another approach for negotiations would be: ‘either both of us or neither of us’.

WriterAlexis I provide daycare. Maryland academic calender started this week, so my schedule has changed. This summer I was a bit more independent, because nobody was available to render monitoring services.

that's certainly a very nice job, but i still don't understand what that has to do with monitoring your shower?

youdontknowme

Angelina She said it before. Because the babysitting kept her busy and out of the house, her shower schedule did not align with times where she could be monitored.

Angelina

youdontknowme Because the babysitting kept her busy and out of the house, her shower schedule did not align with times where she could be monitored.

yes ok, i sometimes don't see such information in the poetic way she writes, but then i do ask myself why monitoring again now when it seems to have worked without it?

MissBlossom

WriterAlexis His core values do not align with mine in the least (more of an Andrew Tate subscriber) and I can't fathom a beneficial future with him. But I cannot easily explain the frequency and intensity of certain thoughts that have included him, even if I blame the brain scramblies of a medical condition.

You're not alone.

https://nypost.com/2021/07/10/why-progressive-women-want-to-date-men-who-act-conservative/

Joh

Angelina Maybe because her stepmother insit on it.

youdontknowme

Angelina Honestly my impression is that they do not care about what is necessary as much as about what is feasible. That exerting power over her is more important than preserving her innocence. But that is just the words of someone who has never met them in person and only read some very biased accounts of what is happening.

Angelina

youdontknowme Honestly my impression is that they do not care about what is necessary as much as about what is feasible. That exerting power over her is more important than preserving her innocence.

yes, i think so too, that's why i asked again, because that would be a worst-case situation.
@WriterAlexis perhaps you can best answer that yourself

WriterAlexis I promised I wouldn't.

WriterAlexis I consider anything and everything.

don't you want to tell us, or are you afraid of something like @youdontknowme writes?

Tjc

WriterAlexis nobody was available to render monitoring services.

Did you take advantage or consider taking advantage of the fact that no one was available for monitoring service?

WriterAlexis

Tjc

take advantage

I promised I wouldn't.

consider taking advantage

I consider anything and everything.

youdontknowme

WriterAlexis That sounds very much like what someone might say at an interrogation. Playing it safe in case this profile gets traced back to you, huh?

Milord

youdontknowme This is what happens when things are enforced and not embraced.

WriterAlexis

Angelina

are you afraid of something

I fear nothing!

(Except I fear everything because of generalized anxiety disorder.)

Regardless, all I'm saying is that I did nothing during my breaks except maintain appropriate hygeine and well-being.

Kaja

WriterAlexis Maintain well-being can mean lot of things. Especialy when we talk about breaks during chastity

Angelina

WriterAlexis Regardless, all I'm saying is that I did nothing during my breaks except maintain appropriate hygeine and well-being.

and why not leave it that way? i mean apparently you were trusted, even if it was a necessity, but it worked, why not leave it that way, why monitor it again now?

youdontknowme

Kaja sure, but she said appropriate well-being, and what you suggest is not what her keyholder would consider appropriate. Surely her parents would have done their best to instill similar values in Alexis, and I am confitent that Alexis has strong convictions about what she considers appropriate, and acts according to those convictions.

Kaja

youdontknowme Are you sure? I think that she is more inteligent and sapient that her parents and family.

youdontknowme

Kaja I am sure of exactly what I wrote. I have been reading her posts for a good long time now, and while her moral convictions might not be shared with everyone, she has clearly communicated that she has strong views that guide her life, and principles she abides by. I have no doubt that she did what she considered the right thing to do.

pestulens

Angelina I think @youdontknowme probably got this one figured out. Based on how @WriterAlexis described it, this seems like it is primarily a way for her stepmother to hold power over her. The stated reason for continuing this regime is that it has improved @WriterAlexis's behavior toward her stepmother and it isn't hard to guess the whys and hows of that change.

Angelina

pestulens

well, maybe she should show a different behaviour then. if the stepmother thinks her system works, maybe that's not so good

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