milkymilo it's rewarding for me as I am doing as my kh wish.
No offense intended, but that appears borderline submissive to me. (Which is a fair way to deal with the situation, of course. Just slightly surprising.)
milkymilo Also I have leant that there are some things in life you just have to accept as it easier than resisting.
An exercise in humility? That indeed makes sense.
milkymilo Also sex and masturbating was something I never really explored before or into so no loss
I've been told quite a few times that people, who didn't have much of a sex drive and were rarely masturbating, felt a big increase of the urge after they were locked. The grass is always greener on the other side, or something. I guess you didn't feel that effect?