Frustration... That's the worst I think now. My body tends to adapt to the belt, there are less chafing now (thank you for your advices) but how to say about the mind. Frequently difficult to fall asleep at night, as I'm always, and more and more as the days goes, aroused. My relation with my belt has become strange: I'm happy to be locked, I ask now to go back to the belt after a release because I feel better when locked, and I dream a lot about sex, I'm so frustrated, and knowing that she makes no doubt about the fact that I will stay belted for long periods without release arouses me... Currently I still have frequent breaks but this is changing week after week. As you know with my keyholder, it is permanent or nothing, she is quite terrible we could say. It's very curious, like I'm beginning to really appreciate to be locked and on the other hand I dream about freedom. I struggle a lot with my belt at night but I dont ask for a release, I dont complain, I dont want to be unlocked.
I'm learning also to live with it during the day and I discovered recently that now it is normal to me to wear my chastity belt. I would say that now I consider to be belted as normality, at the difference of a few weeks ago. Now when I'm unlocked, I feel strange, I ask for my belt, like a dependance.