Ines yeah I get it and actually what you've got - like it's a bit what I'm missing and I know yeah - I want to be independent but also help with it so yeah. I think it would be easier growing up with it being normal.
Damien First bowling! I'd checked myself every angle in the mirror but still standing there and the eyes on my butt 😳 - was crazy.
Was too worried though - didn't wear it out much. Don't care now - people find out - just don't want pics on Insta - but the hip is easy to hide.
Now it depends on what - concerts and nightclubs I love it I love the music in me and it's not right without my belt. Camping (with showers!!!) well it was ok but out on the lake on the sup it was annoying me and it was just silly.
Friends don't know I'm strict with it - I say it's a game & keep the boys away. It's harder with people who don't know, like them not knowing makes it seem like a bigger difference between us like a bit of a submissive feeling cause I've got this secret restriction and they don't. It's mostly my extended family - they don't know and I don't want them to.
Yeah I avoided embracing, but didn't need to - even friends that know, they can't always tell. I push my tummy out and as long as hands aren't too low there's nothing to feel. Yikes enough
