confusion and pride at the same time

Amira

Chris1 So how long do you intend to keep this "no release" plan going?

🙂 So far I didn't set any date for how long this is going to go. Right now I have the intention to keep it that way even though there are hours when it is getting complicated. Today in the morning in bed was a bit of a tough time after I woke up. I was too lazy to get up right away and grabbed a book to read a bit and my mind wandered away while I was reading and I got some urge to touch myself which I would have done right away if it would have been possible. And the thigh bands made even trying impossible. It took me a couple of minutes to realise that my biology took over my brain, so I got up and took a shower to get my mind off these thoughts. I feel proud that I didn't give in and didn't ask to get released.

Angelina

Vanessa Do you manage it,sometimes?

yes, but rarely. the volunteers here have an enormous head start

Amira

wow, you are incredibly inspiring even for me. i am sure your mother is very proud of you 🙂

Amira I am not sure if anyone mentioned it so far but: These chains are way too short! 😆

i think everyone who wears thighbands has mentioned it here before and yes i agree with you 😂

Vanessa

Amira

Do you consider wearing these permanently until marriage?

Did the shower help?

Angelina rarely

Understandable.

Chris1

Amira Do your urges get better or worse with the time?

Amira

Angelina seems to be doing better with the thighbands than at the beginning

Right, but they are still a pain at times, I am not sure if anyone mentioned it so far but: These chains are way too short! 😆

Amira

Vanessa Do you consider wearing these permanently until marriage?

what do you exactly mean?

Chris1 Do your urges get better or worse with the time?

I am not sure, it is different on different days and even on different times of the day. I wouldn't say that it generally got better or worse.

Angelina

Amira what do you exactly mean?

you are currently wearing the belt without breaks. do you plan to continue this until your wedding or do you have a specific/undefined time frame?

Amira I am not sure, it is different on different days and even on different times of the day. I wouldn't say that it generally got better or worse.

can you manage without breaks so far? you wrote earlier that you couldn't imagine that, so i ask

Vanessa

Amira what do you exactly mean?

Wearing the thigh bands permanently until marriage.

Angelina do you plan to continue this until your wedding

Good question,too.

Angelina

Vanessa Wearing the thigh bands permanently until marriage.

the thighbands? @Amira never wore them permanently. i thought you meant the belt.

Vanessa

Angelina

I guessed she would wear the thigh bands permanently,now.

Angelina

Vanessa I guessed she would wear the thigh bands permanently,now.

that would be news to me, maybe @Amira can clear it up for us

Amira

ZeynepFox Nice to see that I may not be the only chaste girl with Islamic faith.

no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith. 🙂

Vanessa I guessed she would wear the thigh bands permanently,now.

no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday, so nothing overly spectacular compared to others here I guess.

ZeynepFox

Nice to see that I may not be the only chaste girl with Islamic faith. 😊

ZeynepFox

Amira no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith. 🙂

Has your wearing of a chastity belt also a religious background? I know that there are different opinions about headscarfs, but there's no disagreement about the virtues of chastity. 😊

Do you wear a My-Steel Total?

Vanessa

Amira no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday

Ok,I didn't understand you well.

Thank you for the clarification!🙂

Angelina

Amira no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday, so nothing overly spectacular compared to others here I guess.

so it's still only part-time, I think that's also good.

Amira no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith. 🙂

with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?

Amira

Angelina with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?

Hmm, yes, except for my special underwear I live 100 % like the common german girl. I would say in my heart no god or other entity plays any role at all.

Angelina

Amira

i think it's impressive how well you're getting along in germany now, you really are an ideal example of successful integration 😃

Amira

Angelina you really are an ideal example of successful integration

thank you, I want to have the best life possible and when I am in a new society, I just have to adapt I guess.

Angelina

Amira

i am very happy to read this. may i ask a question. your stepfather adopted you (if i remember correctly), do you have a german passport now? I know it's a very personal question, but I'm just asking out of curiosity.

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