Laura my husband monitored me and I was faithfull. I obeyed him

    Joh masturbation givesme not the same feeling like penetration

    • Joh replied to this.

        Diana_V Yes, that is true. It is different, but not necessarily better or worse.
        Beside of that. At that time you could not know the difference. So still my question is open.

            Joh Indeed. But my husband told me te be a good wife. that masturbation was wrong that sex was done between man and wonen and not by my own hands

            • Joh replied to this.

                Diana_V Yes, I got it.
                Nevertheless my question referred to your time before your first relationship. You pointed out that your father was very catholic. OK. But you didn't wear a CB then. How could you come to the conclusion that it wasn't fulfilling to pleasure yourself if you hadn't had sex to compare it to?

                    Joh even back then an orgasm was never enough and empty feelings afterwards

                    • Joh replied to this.

                        Diana_V
                        You are strange. Other had problems to get an orgasm but I never heard from someone it was not a nice feeling. Later the rating changed when they had more experience but first time it was great.
                        Or do you mean you wanted always more than you got?

                            Joh and the more I did the more it didn’t satisfied me.

                                Diana_V When everything is bad why did you play with your nipples at all?

                                    Diana_V Hi, welcome to the forum. I am in permanent chastity, too and am about to enter a marriage where my husband will keep me in chastity, too. I am very interested in talking with you. But some things are not appreciated here. Would it be possible to write by mail?

                                        Joh its bad that orgasm are not forfilling. After orgasm after orgasm. In locked now and yes i would like to have one. Maybe its because english is not my native lang. And not expressing myself properly

                                            Sara2001 This is not nice to interrupt our interesting conversation. Nobody was complaining. ☹️

                                                Diana_V Thank you very much. I think/hope @Laura has the time to give me my addres,ra soon.

                                                I am very curious what experience you have made and how much will be the same for me as it is for you for such a long time and how things will be after years in such a relationship. Of course you can ask me whatever you want, too.

                                                @Laura Thank you very much in advance.

                                                    Joh I am sorry, I don't want to interrupt the discussion, but I know that there are aspects I want to talk about that are not welcome here and I don't want to offence anyone.

                                                        Sara2001
                                                        Yes, I know.
                                                        Go for it and find the answer you are looking for.