Zoe @Laura @Jonas I was not scared, thank you. It was kind of weird showing the belt to someone I don't know but I never felt unsafe. Jane is a cool girl and we vibed right away. We were just right across the street anyway.
It was kind of awkward at first when the 4 of us were sitting at the table talking about chastity. AJ talked about me and Kate and all of the stuff we have done with the belts and so on. It was obvious Jane's mom was pissed at her and there was tension at the table. I can see why Jane attracts attention because she is very pretty. Unfortunately, in her mom's eyes, it is the wrong kind of attention.
Anyway we go across the street to Alexis' store. It was better because we could talk more freely. She told me that she had had sex with lots of guys, she didn't say how many but it was "lots". She told me she had sex with one of boy's father's from her school. She said that was the final straw for her mom once she found out. She made her transfer to a new school, which she starts at next week.
I told her the story of how wearing a belt all happened to me. I told her i was scared at first, didn't like it all, but AJ said it was the right thing to do. I told her it takes time to get used to wearing it, that there were many times I wanted it off and sometimes I still do. But over time I have gotten used to wearing it, and there were many times i was glad it was on because i would have for sure had sex with my boyfriend and I know that is wrong.
I told Jane that AJ has a strict no touching policy and that is the hardest part of all, especially when I am with my BF and right after when I come home. He goes back to college out east next week so it will be easier for me then. I asked Jane if she wanted to see the belt and she said sure. I was wearing the My-Steel belt under my jeans. I took them off and showed her. She said there is no way she could do this but she was afraid her mother was going to make her anyway because she was afraid the same thing would happen at the new school.
She was pretty emotional so I just said it will be hard at first, but it is not impossible. I told her about Kate as she had a hard time too at first but is now getting used to it. We exchanged cell numbers, which I know AJ was not happy about, but it's OK. Jane seems remorseful about all of the crap she did. I told her she can text me anytime. I am not sure wearing a belt will solve all of her issues, but it may help with some.
