KarimM welcome say more about your wearing.

Well, my story is something complicated and probably non-typical for this forum. First my background. My parents are deeply involved in BDSM - mum is dom, dad is sub. He is wearing chastity cage 24/7 since many years. I know about this from about 10 years, but he starts wearing cage much earlier. My parents' marriage is female led relationship, but they try maintain appearance of 'normality'. When as a teenager I discovered/understood the nature of their relationship (especially the cuckold elements) it disgusted me. When my rebellious period began later, sometimes I was teasing my parents that they are sexual perverts and irritating them with praising conservative values. I said, I will never emulate them and I want to live like a traditional, decent woman, keeping my virginity until marriage. Finally, my mother couldn't take it anymore and joked that since I am so saint, I should start wearing a chastity belt to protect me from carnal temptations. Of course, I categorically refused. This idea, however, began to torment me, because I had similar fantasies several times before. So a few weeks later I asked my mother if she was serious about belt. Mom said no, but if the belt fascinates me, she can order one for me. For financial reasons, it was cheap chinese belt, but my father (he is a talented handyman) modified it very much, especially the back.

I like the belt, initially I only wore it occasionally at home (I never wore it to high school). I started wearing it in a more permanent way only in the 1st year of studies, which coincided with the beginning of the covid epidemic (2020) and lockdown.

What is a belt for me and why do I wear it? It is difficult to answer. On the one hand, I like the experience of enslavement with it and (quite mild) control from my mother (dad basically does not participate in it, sometimes he is only a technical support). I also know that although the parents are libertines themselves, they are actually quite happy that their only daughter lives a chaste life. On the other hand, it irritates me at times when I am strongly aroused and want to satisfy myself, and the belt prevents me from doing so.