Joh What will happen if you can't accept something at his rules and behaviour? Do you have regular conversations where you can express your views? Does he consider your point of view?
Communication and understanding is important to us. We express our views and respect each other. In case of having different views, I submit and obey, but he always considers my point of view. The spankings should not be seen as punishment, but rather a help for female personality development. There is also a special level of intimacy, when I lay on his knees and his hand goes down on my bare bottom. I enjoy it. ๐