milkymilo no not really, guess you do not know what you are missing if you have not had it before
Does it means you did not explore your own sexuality and you don't know how an orgasm feels?
If yes, you will not miss it so much.
I suppose your sex drive is low and this makes is easier to handle.
You have sheep on the farm, which I think is common. Do you also cultivate fields with the usual crops such as maize, cereals, sunflowers or rape? Or do you have bees and produce honey?
What many farmers here do is build large solar panels and generate electricity. This was subsidised by the state. How is that with you?