You're right. I'm getting used to the belt currently. My belt is really tight, it is a hard device you understand, and I need still to unlock frequently to check and rest.
How much time do you wear your chastity belt?
Good you take time to train.
Does she knows it?And when do you think you would give her the keys?
I need a few weeks more I think. This belt is really hard. I cant stand for even a few days currently.
Also I fear that moment, as I know I will have to stay locked without complaining.
Verrouille Fear is good. Fear reminds you that this is not a fetish or a game, but a disciplinary tool to control your urges and remain virtuous. It is my hope your girlfriend takes the initiative to claim the keys, because an enthusiastic keyholder is most effective.
Verrouille I will have to stay locked without complaining.
I doubt you would manage it...
Vanessa Agreed. Heβs only half correct β he may complain all he likes but he will stay properly locked once the keys are out of his reach.
Saintprudence Still adaptating to the belt. She feels glad I'm locked but still didnt claim the keys.
Saintprudence "he will stay properly locked once the keys are out of his reach."
This is no doubt, I fear.
Verrouille I feel like once itβs out of your hands you will be less fearful.
Saintprudence That's true. Once you can't access them you're not afraid if it anymore. I oncr had a gf doing that. ... you judt need to ba able to trust that she will take care of your health.
Saintprudence I confirm, I feel better now. It's certainly because I trust her. and even I'm always locked, she unlocks regularly for check.
so you feel better now even though you gave up control? it sounded a bit different a few days ago.
Verrouille I feel better now.
Good!
Verrouille When I gave up the keys, it was like the end, a enormous relief.
nevertheless, your first experiences were not positive. you even briefly wrote that you were now an involuntary wearer.
That's true, yes. Perhaps I believe I'm a voluntary wearer to reassure myself because I dont have the choice to wear it fondamentaly. It's possible, yes. I prefer do not think about that.
Is it actually difficult to find a fitting belt? I have thought of getting a belt, but I'm not sure if it isn't too hard to get used to it. Will it make a lot of problems once you put in on?