Jenna 2.0

WriterAlexis I am petitioning for a retroactive dad-swap. It would have gotten me out sooner, and put your sisters in.

My father was not a bad guy, just very passive, which was odd being that I grew up in an ultra-male dominated environment. He pretty much let my mother call all of the shots inside the house, which she made her domain. My mother considered his daughters from his first marriage "his problem" so they had a different set of rules.

WriterAlexis Get more into Lilly later on, or more into Lilly later on?

I will discuss her, but wanted to hold off for a bit because people wanted to know more about my past and history with the belt, which I totally understand.

Damien I will Damien for sure. Talking about my own experiences here helps. Wearing the belt was only a small part of my horrible life there. I will get into more details later.

I will try to improve on my puns

Tjc Like I said I can't say for certain who made it, I can tell you the manufacturers name was very deliberately filed off. There were other girls that wore them too, not all of us, but others and they were all from the same company.

Laura Who were that people? Your boyfriend/girlfriend?

There are people that get out, it happens from time to time. I don't want to make this too dramatic, but it was almost like an "Underground Railroad." People that got out were essentially excommunicated and those that were still in were barred from talking to those who left. But there was back channel communication, they can't stop everything. I certainly did not have a girlfriend, but I maintained secret ties with some that did escape and when it came time to leave i didn't hesitate. Getting rid of the belt was job 1!

Angelina it's the reason why i've always been here. i've been helped when i was feeling bad and needed help and i want to help others when they have problems, but for that it's important to communicate openly and honestly

Not to slight anyone else here but I have always found you to be the most genuine person here and the one I most identified with as we have a very similar backstory of essentially forced belting.

To answer your other questions, I was unaware of the serious nature of how the members here took chastity belt usage. there are a lot of fetishy type sites out there, which I wanted to avoid. But not the case here, as I quickly learned there are and have been some very passionate people here. I made up the story not realizing how many truly devoted users are here. I realized this right away when I initially thought about forced belt usage for the "girls" and how I had crossed a red line. Once I got going though it was hard to step back and I became more combative the more people pushed back, and yes a lot of that had to do with anger I had towards my step-sisters. I know it is messed up to let them dance around in my head so much.

As for the "Susan" and "Kate" accounts, yes I wrote both of those. I did write a little bit about Lilly's feelings for sure and made up some stuff too and guessed on some others. Lilly's chastity experience largely mirrors what happened with 'Susan", and I will write about that.

It would have been so much easier to be candid up front about the whole thing, I know that now. Now I can be out in the open, not hiding anything and not worrying about getting called out. I should have done everything from the very beginning.

Laura Some of them left, some of them stayed and now have kids of their own.

Renita Then what was your main problem? Such configuration is less restrictive.

The main problem is I didn't want to wear one at all

Renita How small? Like my-steel's?

It was pretty small, nothing huge or bulky.

Renita I'm wondering too. Plus there are people here who remember that days.

This is a serious place, i figured that out pretty quick. This is exactly why I am back, it helps me both deal with my past and discuss an important topic with people who acknowledge it as such.

Renita How did you meet them? I mean, nobody goes with sign "I wear a chastity belt"

We lived pretty much in a compound of like minded people, but in our own individual homes. Think of it as small village filled with cultists and very distrusting of outsiders. Most, but not all of the girls around my age had to wear the belts, none of us liked it, but there were advantages in that men were not able to take sexual liberties with us. Of course we discussed wearing belts amongst ourselves. It was harder on some girls than others.

pestulens One of them got out a few years after I did. The other one is still there, married with three kids. And "cult" is fine, because it is.

curious I understand your feelings. It will take time to build back credibility. I am not exposing anything that hasn't already been done before by platforms much larger than here. It was mentioned before, but it is an offshoot of the FLDS. It was in Arizona. I am happy to discuss anything else you would like. It was not a pleasant time for me and of course I am happy to have left it behind. Not sure what other details you are looking for but ask away.

Sasha Here is the back story of Lilly. As I mentioned I bought a bar/restaurant and got bored staying at home and doing nothing. I hired Lilly as a waitresses, as she attracted lots of male customers. She was good for business. Unfortunately she partook in the lifestyle that often goes with young people in this business, lots of late night drinking, partying and definitely some drug use.

I could see that this was taking a toll, and her living situation of sleeping on friends couches and in stranger’s beds was not sustainable. I discreetly asked her if she wanted to move in with me, hoping this would provide stability. I have a nice house with a pool and I live alone. I thought having a real place to go to every night would be good for her.

It worked for a while, maybe like 2-3 months but she continued with her hard partying ways. When she did come home it was often in the morning, and she would be hungover. We had arguments that this is not what I had in mind but truthfully it was hard being her landlord and her boss.

I had finally had enough and told her this had to stop. She broke down, told me she wanted to stop, that she wanted to get control over her life and but she didn’t know how. She had a hard time telling anyone no, which led to her having many sexual partners. She admitted to masturbating at work in the bathroom and at other and times and places where sex wasn’t an option.

I told her how I grew up, which is something I never share with anyone. I told her how I was made to wear a chastity belt and how I hated it at first, but came to appreciate some aspects of having to wear it. I told her that I thought this could work for her, as crazy it sounded could be the best solution for her too.

I said some things that in retrospect I probably shouldn’t have said, but ultimately I got her into a belt. This is where I wish I had been upfront with the community and solicited advice from the group here.

I don’t mean to drone on too long, not sure if anyone is really interested in hearing more, but I will be happy to discuss.