Vanessa
Angelina
I don't want to ask her directly because she at least thinks that i don't know about masturbation and other stuff. i'm worried that if she finds out i know about it, she will see it as a "stronger" reason to make me wear it.
But then again, i have to wear it 24/7, dont think there's much to lose.
going to school with belt on is so stressful. I was very worried about anyone at the school seeing it but in those days so far nobody saw it (Its not showing through the clothes at all, and the outline isn't noticable. That's at least something positive about the belt). What's more noticable is when sitting i start crossing my legs out of habit, but in the middle of doing it the belt gets in the way and i have to instantly stop my leg in mid air and put it back, looking stupid.
Also, i now look at everybody in school to try to see if she also wears a belt. but i haven't noticed anyone. i think only i have to wear the belt at school.