dbdb777 Ah yes, I know it was someone related to him. Do you know what her rules are?
Not exactly. I think it is a few times a month. 2 or 3 times, but this is kind of guessing.
dbdb777 Intriguing that it’s based on seasons, how did that come about?
It's the kind of interval that fits best.
dbdb777 And how one you get once a week in May? Is that month special for some reason?
No. He had choosen a month without anything special. He wants me to have this month as a reminder of how it is for others (at least up to a certain point). For autumn it's the same, I will never be allowed to have an orgasm in autumn as a reminder that I am under his control.
dbdb777 I’m assuming you had no say in these rules...?
We talked a lot about this rule over and over again. At the end he came to the point, that this is the perfect amount for me. But of course we will see if this is true, once we are able to get own experiences.
An orgasm should always be something for me that I can't have. He wants me to miss them and I think not beeing allowed to feel them can be very sexy. Sometimes I fear that this is to much, but I am sure that we will adjust to an amount that is okay for me. At the end I accept, that I will not have orgasms on a regular basis.
dbdb777 I’m not totally sure what you mean by this...are you saying that despite it being hard, you don’t think you’ll actually want/need more orgasm than you’re allowed?
I think especially after the first orgasms, I will miss them even more, this will be hard. I hope that this amount is good for my happiness, but I have to wait and see.
