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Jen

I can't take it I can't calm down I had to wake mum but she's not getting the key like wtf that's not ok I don't know what's going on I can't sleep

Philip

Jen did you have an agreement that you could get access to the keys whenever you wanted them?

Sin

Jen you know I've always been concerned about your situation since you first came on here, so with that in mind I would just like to say points finger HA HARR!!
😛 😛 😛

Laura

She refused to give you the key?

James

Laura

Isn't your agreement that she has to?

Jen

Laura She refused to give you the key?

Yeah

James Isn't your agreement that she has to?

Yes too

Philip Why were the keys not given over when you asked.

I dunno - I was conflicted myself. It was before 5am.

Philip What happend to you get unlocked

A bit after 7. Normal time I get unlocked.

Philip and what is stopping you taking off the belt.

Was just my own thoughts then.

Ines If I have understood you correctly throughout these years, at night your mother kept the key. I even asked you about it a few months ago.

Yes that's it. Mum and Dad have the keys. I've been wearing every night. They always have the keys I just don't wear at daytime - put it on in the afternoon mostly.

Ines today she acted as any keyholder would have done.

I so want to argue about this but really you are right and mum was right

Laura

James I'm pretty sure that it must happen sooner of later 😂

James

Laura Laurraaa! wags finger super disapprovingly

Ines

What?
@Jen, please explain it better.
Are you OK?

Jen

We haven't slept - I'm angry but so conflicted. Unlocked now but I haven't taken it off - I don't know - like taking it off now means quitting I think- I don't trust myself.

Philip

Jen I am really confused.

What was the motivation for asking for the keys in the 1st place.

Why were the keys not given over when you asked.

What happend to you get unlocked and what is stopping you taking off the belt.

Ines

Jen
@Jen, you know that although your philosophy and your use of the belt are very different from mine, I have always respected you and respect you.

If I have understood you correctly throughout these years, at night your mother kept the key. I even asked you about it a few months ago.

I suppose that today you woke up, you had certain needs and when you went to ask your mother for the key, she was reluctant to give it to you. It is right?

Do not blame yourself, what has happened to you is absolutely normal and similar things have happened to all of us, in the past I was very critical of your mother, but today she acted as any keyholder would have done.

I think these conflicts are normal, do not blame yourself.

Raziel

Jen
Need to clear your thoughts? You are very strong. Take a break and drink some water, at least you'll be hydrated and the short walk might help you cool down. Keep your health up as the priority and find something to clear your thoughts, like reading, drawing, or even writing a personal diary. Talk to us if you need something, but finding another distraction can help you stop thinking about problems you have now. You can deal with it another time, I know you'll be stronger again and make it through this.

Renita

Welcome to the club. You are not first in it.

Philip Why were the keys not given over when you asked.

I'm wondering more why it was unlocked after.

Kaja

Philip Please put it of. dont be break down.

Megan

Ines in the past I was very critical of your mother, but today she acted as any keyholder would have done.

Well if you had gone to your mother at 8:00pm I could see her talking with you and working with you. Maybe a 2nd shower that isn't very warm (Not Ice cold or anything like that 🧊 just room temp)
BUT at 5:00 AM before work IDK I don't think spanking is right but I wouldn't be thrilled to get woken up unless you were dying lol. If I were your Mom I would also wonder what is the occasion all of a sudden???

Philip

Renita That is a very good question.

Jen

Sin points finger HA HARR!!

🤣🤣🤣

Yeah I'm ok - and better after that @Sin 😊

So I wore it to school - won't do it again. I planned never too at all but this morning I wanted to act up mostly to spite Mum - like to lash out. But also I didn't want that really. It was a weird day - no problems - just I felt timid all day.

I wish I'd never asked it was stupid - I hate that I'm glad she didn't let me. But yeah, glad I'm still completely chaste since 2021. I don't know what it means now - is it can't have the key till morning, or can't have the key if it's for the wrong reason. Just - like the idea of "can't have the key" - like I want to rebel but also it feels like that will be right sometimes.

Ines

Jen I wish I'd never asked it was stupid - I hate that I'm glad she didn't let me.

I think I know the situation, you are angry because your body had a need and you have been denied, and on the other hand your inner voice tells you that it was denied for your own good.
I can already tell you that at least my sister and I had those crises.
When I started writing on the forum I still had them, I have not had them for a long time.

Renita

Jen So I wore it to school - won't do it again

Why did you wear it to school if you didn't have to?

HHelen

Jen I don't know what it means now - is it can't have the key till morning, or can't have the key if it's for the wrong reason. Just - like the idea of "can't have the key" - like I want to rebel but also it feels like that will be right sometimes.

You should be shamed every time you ask for the key.

Jen

Ines I think I know the situation

I'm glad I'm not alone😊

Megan

Ines When I started writing on the forum I still had them, I have not had them for a long time.

Absolutely it is most natural to have a calm body.
What we rarely hear about is women who never do sexual things before marriage and have never even heard of chastity. Some of those magazines try to spin this as a tragedy like ___% of women under ___ never orgasmed. Instead of saying the truth that we are happy without tearing ourselves up as girls 😃

Ines

Jen I so want to argue about this but really you are right and mum was right

Jen, from my point of view, do not beat yourself up, the weird thing is that this only happened to you once, which is to make you proud.
If you check my old posts you will see that I woke up my mother because of a huge itch that in the end was almost more psychological than real.
Calm down, and think about whether your mother acted as she really should have, and if you think she overindulged or abused, talk to her.
A girl is not born with a chastity belt, and if it does not make you happier or does not make you feel fulfilled, then it is better to leave it.

Renita

Jen A bit after 7. Normal time I get unlocked.

I see now. You were supposed to be unlocked after 7, but your requested earlier.

Sin

Jen I'm glad you're doing okay.
Crazy isn't it? 😁

You made me want to bust my belt out again but I'm not sure I'm in the right place for it at the moment. Been thinking about it lots though. My partner floated the idea of locking me up when he works away, in return for locking him up when he comes back. I like the second part but I'm not too enamoured with the first bit!