Joh I have experienced orgasms yes I am shamed to say. They were pleasurable at the time but felt guilt and shame afterwards. And I think the later outweigh the pleasure s with the belt on at least I cannot have the temptation
Sex drive is low I suppose as at 19, I have not had intercourse but have kissed and performed oral pleasure on both a guy and a girl so rather limited experience. But maybe I am just fussy about who I like and am attracted to.
The farm is a high station farm and has sheep predominantly. But we also have a bed and breakfast attached and do farmstays. There is also a free range poultry setup and a few angus beef cattle
My uncle does have a few solar panels on the farm stay accommodation as ecotourism is quite big here. Most the power is line fed for the house and sheds and there is an only diesel generator that been there for years as a backup if the lines go down in a storm or something which has happened over the years. There are a few smaller generators as well we can take up to the old shepherd huts in the hills
The house is relatively new so well insulated compared to the old house. Most the heating is a wood stove and heat pumps, but if power goes out the wood stove is enough and if not bring out the big sweaters
