amber The only purpose of mine is to stop me masturbating.
My parents think it is sinful, harmful, reduces school and sport performance, causes laziness and behaviour problems. The topic of sleeping with girls has never even come up, and I was only 13 when it went on anyway.
I've tried every way I can think of to do it, pushing things like feathers through the gaps in the metal, using the pool water jet (which was my favourite way before), using the shower spray, nothing will stimulate me properly.
The only way I can get off is using my finger in my butt which gives me kind of an orgasm but it's not the same, and I can only do it when I'm home alone in the shower because I would die if I got caught doing that.