Foxies I want to be safe from having to think about the belt. When it all started I told her that if she ever gave me the keys, even if I asked for them, I would be heartbroken. She understands this and it is now a near certainty she won't give them to me. I love that.
even though i will probably never share this feeling, i find it very romantic the way you write about it.
Sara2001 I am sure it is a control thing,
i think so too, there is no other way to explain. to your other theory: my father could stay with me while i locked the belt, so he could be sure that i don't "smuggle" anything into the belt.