Angelina we will probably need a new moderator,

And also more changes, since @Vanessa doesn't seem to have time for the forum, and it's hard for me to run it alone

Angelina maybe we should start a thread about it?

Let me think about the situation first

    Laura

    if you need help, let me know. i hope we can soon come to a solution that is satisfactory for all. 🙂

    Goodbye @Ines I'm very sorry to see you go, I consider you one of the original members of this forum. I can only imagine how difficult it was to regulate a forum like this. I echo the sentiment here that even though you feel you can no longer perform the duties of a moderator that you would still remain a member. I wish you all the best ahead in your life.

      Valadar I echo the sentiment here that even though you feel you can no longer perform the duties of a moderator that you would still remain a member.

      frankly i hope so too, maybe she will come back as a normal member someday, it's a shame when a member who has been part of the forum for so long and posted so much leaves 🙁

      Ines hola, ha pasado bastante tiempo desde la última vez que escribí algo aquí, solo quería decirte que lamento tu salida, creo que eres una persona excepcional, me hubiera gustado hablar contigo en nuestro idioma. Espero que vuelvas algún día, aunque sea solo para echar un vistazo, deseo que estés bien y que nunca cambies. Adiós.

      Ines It's very sad that you leave. You are a celebrity here in this community. How about just taking a time out and return as a normal member?

      a month later

      Ines
      As my first actual contribution outside the introduction thread, let me just say: I personally found your forum posts made this a better place. Whether it was organizing threads and keeping discussions on topic, sharing your experiences and giving general advice, or simply the dedication and virtuous enthusiasm that could not only be read but actually be felt in your forum activities and may have served as shining example, how chastity can work when practiced from deep conviction.

      You haven't asked me for advice, so I hope you wont mind, if I allow myself to give it nonetheless: When time constraints you, do what is currently more important to you. When emotional turmoil takes its toll, indeed care for that as well and do and seek out anything that is necessary to feel in a way you actually like.

      If you speak about conflicts and controversies, I'm not sure whether I know if you mean the same which I could think of. I can just say, that I believe to be able to contextualise, and understand a sufficient majority of them.

      Maybe this it not just for you but a more general interjection:
      As I see it, we (forum users) don't have to think and feel the same in all matters, all the time. Actually, not doing so and still engaging in communication enables us to learn and transcend our, often inherited, mental limitations.

      Just to make this more clear, I don't believe in a simple "just talk and everything will solve on it's own"-world:
      I don't say that keeping up communication per se is the only requirement for a fruitful exchange. (Just think of communication that might come across as a provocation, aggression or the like, at first.)
      Yet, sometimes - as in an animal that shies away at first or barks wildly or behaves in some other way coming across as unfavourable at first - we often give messages and hints but in a way that is misunderstood at first. One might even go so far and say that communication is always a composition of understanding and misunderstanding, since our neural networks are all configured uniquely and just can't draw the same conclusions from the same messages unless we invest extra effort to understand each other better.
      And still, even misunderstandings may become a start. A start of something that will prove to be very valuable over time. (I might put more philosophy and communication stuff here, but there may be other places to go more in-depth about this.)

      So, to get back to any potential controversies: Even if they feel like a burden at first, we might as well consider practising to interpret whatever was said or written more benevolently. Benevolence towards ourselves and towards others, which eventually enables us to be more true to our own inner truths, passions, and hopefully joy.

      In this regard, let me just point to a poem "Words are Windows (or They're Walls)" by Ruth Bebermeyer, which really touched me. (See for instance here: https://opensourcespirituality.blogspot.com/2014/10/words-are-windows-or-theyre-walls-by.html )

      Anyway, Ines, wherever you are and whatever you do, I wish you the best as well. Apart from that, I join the users suggesting to return (whether as moderator or as user without those duties), whenever it suits you.

        6 days later

        Owl In this regard, let me just point to a poem "Words are Windows (or They're Walls)" by Ruth Bebermeyer, which really touched me. (See for instance here: https://opensourcespirituality.blogspot.com/2014/10/words-are-windows-or-theyre-walls-by.html )

        Anyway, Ines, wherever you are and whatever you do, I wish you the best as well. Apart from that, I join the users suggesting to return (whether as moderator or as user without those duties), whenever it suits you.

        This is a very good poem.

        18 days later

        Hello everyone and thank you for your words. I think I am ready to bring it back here, albeit little by little.
        I must say that I am happy with how the forum has been able to keep itself free from the excesses that we have sometimes had in the community.
        Although I have told you in private, I must congratulate you, @Laura and @Megan for how you have kept order.

          Ines Welcome back and I have missed you. From all comments of the other members they missed you as well.

          Ines Good to have you back here :3 Welcome back, Ines 🙂

          Ines Good! Everyone should not think about leaving this interesting forum.

          14 days later

          Ines
          I am pleased that you are back. Much appreciated.

          7 months later
          8 months later
          Ines changed the title to I need to rest .

          Well, I am tired. So tired.
          I left this temporarily, I do not know for how much, maybe tomorrow I will be here.
          God and Laura, Megan and Bryan know the time and effort that I put cleaning this forum. I tried to avoid than miserables, abusers and trolls spoil the forum, but now a user is asking me responsibilities for a disgusting story outside of this forum.
          It is enough.
          I can fight a lot of things but frankly it seems to me that it is to pay my efforts with very bad coins, so, sorry, but I can not do more without a rest