Diana_V
OK. This is the last part of the story. When you met your husband the first time how did you feel about sexuality back then?
Do you think about to find a new partner?

      Joh my father was strict catholic. No sex before marriage. So the rules of my husband was no surprise for me

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          Diana_V
          Did you not pleasure yourself when you were young?

          Diana_V i’m not ready for a new man in my Life

          What hold you back?

                Joh I yes i did but learned that masturbation is not forfilling

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                    Diana_V yes i did but learned that masturbation is not forfilling

                    How did you come to this conclusion?

                        Laura my husband monitored me and I was faithfull. I obeyed him

                          Joh masturbation givesme not the same feeling like penetration

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                              Diana_V Yes, that is true. It is different, but not necessarily better or worse.
                              Beside of that. At that time you could not know the difference. So still my question is open.

                                  Joh Indeed. But my husband told me te be a good wife. that masturbation was wrong that sex was done between man and wonen and not by my own hands

                                  • Joh replied to this.

                                      Diana_V Yes, I got it.
                                      Nevertheless my question referred to your time before your first relationship. You pointed out that your father was very catholic. OK. But you didn't wear a CB then. How could you come to the conclusion that it wasn't fulfilling to pleasure yourself if you hadn't had sex to compare it to?

                                          Joh even back then an orgasm was never enough and empty feelings afterwards

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                                              Diana_V
                                              You are strange. Other had problems to get an orgasm but I never heard from someone it was not a nice feeling. Later the rating changed when they had more experience but first time it was great.
                                              Or do you mean you wanted always more than you got?

                                                  Joh and the more I did the more it didn’t satisfied me.