Dear Chastity Diary,
Am back from business trip. I've never covered so much distance in my belt before. Never had to deal with metal detecting arches, searches and extremes of heat and fatigue etc. Thing is... I could have chosen not to wear the belt for this one, that offer was on the table but...
My belt is part of me now. It's a part of my sexuality. It is me. Before leaving I was just filled with the idea that nothing, nothing, on that trip was important enough to compromise my expression of who I am.
I'm not simply a horndog. I don't lack self-control. I'm not asexual. I'm not shy. I've no problem with anyone else's sexuality. I able and willing to give sexual pleasure and I desire it for myself, intensely, but I find it's not right for me to receive. It's not a good fit. I do far better when contained. I'm a man who's decided that personal chastity is right for me.
The trip has made me seriously wonder if I will wear my belt for the rest of my life.