Another random chastity diary entry:
I've lost some weight recently so this week we've tightened my chastity belt at the waist. With some bending we were also able to tighten it between my legs. Overall the belt is much tighter now than I could ever have imagined putting up with when we first bought it (a good few years ago now). It's not simply figure-hugging, it presses in, the security is remarkable.
During hot weather I developed some sores under the waist belt which I thought were going to cause a temporary break in wearing but in the end some padding from plasters and zinc oxide cream sorted them out... despite the constant pressure. The belt is much more noticeable to me now it's tighter but overall it moves far less so I don't expect to have any more problems.
The worst time for me is always when I go to bed. I am clearly still very used to fantasizing and masturbating at this time. The very moment I lie down I am filled with a rush of sexual desire and immediate frustration. It can be really intense. My wife has to put up with me huffing and puffing trying to deal with it. I tell her just to ignore me.
With the belt tighter and the tube pressing into me there is very little room for expansion. My Neo very effectively prevents sex, masturbation ...and erection. The latter is a little more than I bargained for in terms of chastity. I wanted to block sex and masturbation but I'd nothing against feeling horny.
With everything so tightly locked up I find that I don't/can't fantasize like I used to. As there's no possibility of touching, there's no re-enforcement, nothing to keep the thought process going. It's strange to see how the physical device is having such an effect on my mind.
My other half loves the changes in me and I demand control of myself so it would appear that this is my life from now on. I'm a belted boy: 100% faithful, 100% engaged in life and 100% horny. It's difficult because I want to orgasm so much, but then, I do feel 30 years younger...
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