when you want nothing more than getting out and throwing that thing in the bin?
It has been a couple of years now since my girlfriend, Ann, convinced me to get one. While it was first an occasional she put me into it, when I annoyed her and I always got rewarded for not fighting it or complaining, it became over time more and more part of my normal "underwear".
I am doing homeoffice this week and when she was at work yesterday, I grabbed the spare keys and took it off. (she told me where she kept it in case of an emergency.) I didn't think anything about it. When Ann came home she found the belt in the bathroom but didn't say anything. This morning she asked me, if I wanna put it back on again and I just nodded. She also convinced me to wear my thigh bands with it today. I really did not mind. But somehow my head just can't stop thinking about it and that I want nothing more than getting out and throw it in the bin. I looked for the spare keys already. But they are not at their usual spot or anywhere I can think off.
I want to wear it for her. And most of the time I don't mind or even enjoy wearing it. (I feel safe and protected in a weird way.) And then there times when this thing just drives me insane :s .
Do you have those moments as well? And if you do, does your head just can't stop focusing on it too?
