Zoe he told me where she kept it in case of an emergency

Her fault. You had to call her and ask where it was in case of emergency

Zoe But they are not at their usual spot or anywhere I can think off.

She has learned the lesson

        Laura

        She has learned the lesson

        Thanks for the emotional support 🤣

          Zoe Do you have those moments as well? And if you do, does your head just can't stop focusing on it too?

          short answer: yes, i know and no it doesn't just stop, at least not when you think about it, that's why we always say to distract ourselves 😉

            Thanks Angelina.

            I just cooked dinner for us and feel a bit better now. Usually I was able to cheat when I really wanted to get out. Today for the very first time after holding it in my hands and putting it on for the very first time it felt super real. Just this time I felt completely not being able to control it anymore.

            The thigh bands magnified the feeling even more. Ann got them to discipline me every time she caught me trying to find a way to work around my underwear.

            I always cross my legs when sitting. Every time I tried to this today, because it is such automatism for me, those stupid things reminded that me, what idiot I was yesterday. It also was super paranoid that everyone would be able to hear the clinging of the chains in my meetings today.

            Well, probably to day everything really got real :s

              Zoe

              please think about integrating a new emergency system, maybe one where you don't have as easy access to the keys as before, but there should be a way to do it

              • Zoe replied to this.

                  Angelina please think about integrating a new emergency system, maybe one where you don't have as easy access to the keys as before, but there should be a way to do it

                  Hi Angelina 👋,

                  The spare/emergency 🗝️ will always stay in the flat and in an easy to reach place. It was implied that I would ask for it if I need it. Or if I need it without delay. It wasn't intended for the way used it. Just because I kept getting away with it...

                  Now I really need to ask. Or be lucky finding it by accident. (Already turned almost everything upside down on Friday. But I know it is here and really easy to get to. Just where...? 🤔)

                  If you have suggestions, please don't hold them back.

                      Zoe wow. My girls carry emergency keys w them.

                        Zoe

                        I think you seem to have found a good system. I think for you a system is good where you can quickly reach the key (if necessary) but can't do it without her knowing

                            Zoe She also convinced me to wear my thigh bands with it today

                            As a punishment for previous behavior(taking the belt off)?

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                                Renita As a punishment for previous behavior(taking the belt off)?

                                ...without a valid reason and asking, yes!

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                                    Angelina Best system we came up with is mom used one of those single use locks to attach my emergency key inside her desk. So it’s there if I really need it, but obvious I used it

                                        @zoe do you have discord?

                                        • Zoe replied to this.

                                          Zoe ok it's ony my profile im karimm4246 add me if you like.

                                              give me a bit time please. This week is already starting a bit on the wild side. 🙂

                                                Sasha to attach my emergency key inside her desk

                                                What did she attach it to inside the desk?

                                                  Sasha

                                                  we have the key in my father's safe in the living room, if i have an emergency i quickly get the combination by message

                                                    Zoe Do you have those moments as well? And if you do, does your head just can't stop focusing on it too?

                                                    Sometimes I have such moments. Then I try to do something interesting to keep my mind occupied, or take a steam bath/sauna to relax.