Thanks Angelina.
I just cooked dinner for us and feel a bit better now. Usually I was able to cheat when I really wanted to get out. Today for the very first time after holding it in my hands and putting it on for the very first time it felt super real. Just this time I felt completely not being able to control it anymore.
The thigh bands magnified the feeling even more. Ann got them to discipline me every time she caught me trying to find a way to work around my underwear.
I always cross my legs when sitting. Every time I tried to this today, because it is such automatism for me, those stupid things reminded that me, what idiot I was yesterday. It also was super paranoid that everyone would be able to hear the clinging of the chains in my meetings today.
Well, probably to day everything really got real :s