Jenna 2.0

Damien

Damien What were the occasions for your free time? Did they depend on your mother's mood or some part of your performance?

I did get free time, not a lot but some. I was never really into to masturbation, which is a good thing because there wasn't all that much time out of the belt. My mother's mood was always dour, pretty much every woman there was and it was not hard to see why as I look back on it.

I will get more into Lilly later on.

Bryan Thank you for welcoming me back, I will try to earn your trust. I don't agree entirely on your synopsis. Lilly moved in with me after she started working for me. Her reckless behavior continued, to a lesser degree but it continued nonetheless, and it was then that I proposed the belt. Getting her to wear it was far from simple of course and I will get into that when I have more time.

Bryan Were you raised FLDS? While not the only group with old men preying one young girls/women they are certainly one of the more prominent ones out west.

I would prefer not to get into specifics, but let's just say that group is philosophically very much aligned with the one that I was part of.

Laura The people that helped me escape were able to help get the belt off, nothing so dramatic as a saw, thankfully.

Renita It was steel, it was a waist belt, no secondary shield, slit in the front, rear was open. There was a small padlock in the front. I don't know who the manufacturer was, but it was made by a company for sure, not something that was done there in the community. I was measured for it so they must have sent away. It took a few months before it came.

Renita So, your parents refused to do it. May I ask you what did that people do?

My parents, especially my mother would not let me take it off until I got married, which I got out before that could ever happen. She said the keys would be given to my husband and then he could do as he pleased. The people that came to get me used a bolt cutter and that was the last time I ever wore one.

WriterAlexis I am petitioning for a retroactive dad-swap. It would have gotten me out sooner, and put your sisters in.

My father was not a bad guy, just very passive, which was odd being that I grew up in an ultra-male dominated environment. He pretty much let my mother call all of the shots inside the house, which she made her domain. My mother considered his daughters from his first marriage "his problem" so they had a different set of rules.

WriterAlexis Get more into Lilly later on, or more into Lilly later on?

I will discuss her, but wanted to hold off for a bit because people wanted to know more about my past and history with the belt, which I totally understand.

Damien I will Damien for sure. Talking about my own experiences here helps. Wearing the belt was only a small part of my horrible life there. I will get into more details later.

I will try to improve on my puns

Tjc Like I said I can't say for certain who made it, I can tell you the manufacturers name was very deliberately filed off. There were other girls that wore them too, not all of us, but others and they were all from the same company.

Laura Who were that people? Your boyfriend/girlfriend?

There are people that get out, it happens from time to time. I don't want to make this too dramatic, but it was almost like an "Underground Railroad." People that got out were essentially excommunicated and those that were still in were barred from talking to those who left. But there was back channel communication, they can't stop everything. I certainly did not have a girlfriend, but I maintained secret ties with some that did escape and when it came time to leave i didn't hesitate. Getting rid of the belt was job 1!

Angelina it's the reason why i've always been here. i've been helped when i was feeling bad and needed help and i want to help others when they have problems, but for that it's important to communicate openly and honestly

Not to slight anyone else here but I have always found you to be the most genuine person here and the one I most identified with as we have a very similar backstory of essentially forced belting.

To answer your other questions, I was unaware of the serious nature of how the members here took chastity belt usage. there are a lot of fetishy type sites out there, which I wanted to avoid. But not the case here, as I quickly learned there are and have been some very passionate people here. I made up the story not realizing how many truly devoted users are here. I realized this right away when I initially thought about forced belt usage for the "girls" and how I had crossed a red line. Once I got going though it was hard to step back and I became more combative the more people pushed back, and yes a lot of that had to do with anger I had towards my step-sisters. I know it is messed up to let them dance around in my head so much.

As for the "Susan" and "Kate" accounts, yes I wrote both of those. I did write a little bit about Lilly's feelings for sure and made up some stuff too and guessed on some others. Lilly's chastity experience largely mirrors what happened with 'Susan", and I will write about that.

It would have been so much easier to be candid up front about the whole thing, I know that now. Now I can be out in the open, not hiding anything and not worrying about getting called out. I should have done everything from the very beginning.