confusion and pride at the same time
Amira no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday, so nothing overly spectacular compared to others here I guess.
so it's still only part-time, I think that's also good.
Amira no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith.
with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?
Angelina with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?
Hmm, yes, except for my special underwear I live 100 % like the common german girl. I would say in my heart no god or other entity plays any role at all.
Sure you can ask. I don't have a German passport yet, but applied for it at the Landratsamt (I am absolutely not sure how to translate that, maybe rural district office?)
James For someone unsure of how to translate it you got it spot on
thank you 
I actually may be the only person here who likes the German bureaucracy. Here you can be sure that when you apply for something at an authority that you will finally get either approval or get denied for some lawful reason, but you don't have to pay a bribe or something to get your things done.
Amira Sure you can ask. I don't have a German passport yet, but applied for it at the Landratsamt (I am absolutely not sure how to translate that, maybe rural district office?)
that sounds very good and thank you for your openness. i ask this because my girlfriend also only got a german passport after a few years. i don't know the translation either. 
i think you are really the only one. i always advocate that everything should be made easier, but of course there are countries where things are much worse and many things are only possible through contacts or money.
Amira When I say, that I want to get back to the old agreement, I have to wait at least one week for the first release. So it is made sure that the decision isn't made because of some kind of mood swing
Sorry for citing myself but... I yesterday asked for release on next Sunday because I would like to know if anything changed in my wish and ability to touch myself and of course because I have the urge to touch myself.
My Mom said that this of course will be done as we agreed on in November and that she thought I wouldn't last that long and she admires my strength about it and understands that I want that release next week, so I will get it.
Joh Please let us know how it was for you and if you change something afterward.
I will.
Angelina you have really held out for an extremely long time, that was over 2 months now. i think your mother can be really proud of you.
what happens after that? do you go back to the belt with or without regular breaks?
She is really proud of me, but not only because of things related to my underwear
I'm not so sure yet how it's going to continue after Sunday.
I used the opportunity on Sunday thoroughly and not only just once. I had a very good time and a very much relaxing and long hot bath and after around four hours I heard the sound we all here know. "the click".
I was all jittery the whole evening and night and right now I am still feeling like I want to pleasure myself again today and tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. And at the same time I feel again like I did when I in November started the trying period of no releases: I feel like I'm not in charge of my body and feelings, but that my body and feelings are completely in charge of me. Maybe I should either get out of the belt completely with all the consequences of having less freedom or I better should try another period of no releases. I don't know what I best do.
Maybe you can put some of your perspective of three years without the ability to touch yourself into it and tell me what to do and how to handle my feelings?
All others are free to tell me what they think of it as well of course !