OctaviaSunwilds
I agree with John. If you don't feel happy talk to your keyholder. I am surprised since you have a real life kh . You now have direct real life contact and he can see your mood. Or the intention of your real life kh is not what you are looking for.
It is a little over four weeks ago you asked for your keys and I gave them back immediately after rescuing you from an out of control Chaster lock. I was a bit afraid that you would give your keys to someone you didn't know well yet and he might take advantage of the situation. Now some four weeks later you have doubts. Does he really like you somehow or is he only interested in controlling you? Could he even be a bit sadistic? How well do you know him? And what about DID? Does he take that into account?
There should be a mutual agreement of some sort. Being denied to unlock is what chastity is about of course. But if that makes you really unhappy something must change before you really become unhappy (or worse). Or like John said if you can't change it end it. If you are afraid not having a kh you are welcome to come back. I can step in as long as needed like we did before. You know how to contact me if you like. I think you were more happy then. Think about it. The decision is yours.
