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@AmericanGraffiti my silver metal tube is facing towards the back, so my penis, is facing down and up inbetween my legs, and there is a clear rubber tube that the pee goes through and comes out of, that is connected to the silver metal tube my penis is in and it runs to the back to the hole where number 2 comes out of, but pee still runs down the front too, it runs down my butt and inbetween my legs and sprays to the left and right, and sprays front and back, and it drips a lot after i pee too, and I have to wear 2 maxi pads, one in the front and one in the back, and I can't wear boxers anymore, I have to wear tighty whites and pull them up past my belly button to hold the pads in place and maybe even cover the belt. and so that i can wrap the wings of the pads around the underwear. if i tried to stand it would spray all over my clothes and legs, i have to squat to pee in the shower or outside too. Also as guys we do have control, if we get turned on we get hard, if were not turned on we don't, except when we first wake up, called the morning wood. and when ever both cituations happen, it hurts, because the tube is only about 3 inches and my penis is 6 inches erected and the girth (circumfrence) of the tube is smaller too, so it hurts and feels very frustrating, and gives you a little bit of that phobia feel, but like a sexual phobia. and you feel like you're one of the girls, and like you don't, have a penis anymore.
@AmericanGraffiti I heard negative things about the ones that use a piercing, that you will have to sit to pee forever, even after you take the prince albert piercing out, and my mom wouldn't let me use a cage anyways, she doesn't feel that it's effective, it may hurt to get my penis pierced too. Also I got caught the first time having sex with my girlfriend at home, and my mom said if I did it again, she would either kick me out and i would be homeless or if i didn't have the money to live on my own yet, she would have me wear a chastity belt, and I didn't believe her, and she said if i tried to move to my girlfriend's parents place she would tell them what I did, and i asked my girlfriend and she said her parents wouldn't allow sex either, and they would probably say no anyways, and they're against premarital sex, and my girlfriend's parents live in an apartment anyways, and i would be ambarrassed if my girlfriend's parents found out i was in chastity, then I ended up getting caught a second time, and that's when i was put into chastity, although I did it a lot more times than that, before the first time and before the 2nd. then in the summer my girlfriend and i always had sex in the car. but in the winter it's not as easy, although we could have had the heat on in the car, my girlfriend was always cold. and her parents place was even easier to get caught having sex. about the keys, i haven't seen them in years, but i remember they didn't look like normal keys, more like dungeon keys, or prison keys, and there's a gold metal piece that sticks in the lock, it goes in and turns to lock, and it's a gold stick shape. the lock it's self is a silver square lock shape that looks like a buckle and can't be cut, the outside of the lock has a pretty complicated lock shape. i don't know my mom has a way of finding things out, i'm scared, i don't wan't to get in trouble, i would be kicked out, with no where to go right now, or my mom would just find a way to make it more secure, or she might make me go back to the kali's teeth chastity, which is what i had to wear the first week, until my mom found the right belt, and the kali's teeth has 36 spikes and it hurts! my mom also inspects that my chastity belt is still on, and even if i did take it off, it would just be temporary, hmmm, i don't know, i don't even know if they still make that model chastity belt anymore, i guess i could take a picture of myself and send it to you through email, but that might not be a good idea. and i'm glad you don't believe in femdom. being in chastity kind of makes you feel like women are more dominant though, and makes me feel emasculated. my mom also uses my chastity, to her advantage, and makes me do all the chores or anything she wants me to, without question or hesitation, and no smartness, it is very humiliating, and i do it all very fast, even if i'm in the middle of doing something, unless i feel what i need to do is more important, then i have to politley ask permission, so you can see why i'm very submissive now, i don't even want to make eye contact, so i just look down, i'm better just to listen. i'm working at a good job, but it's only part time hours right now and i can't get full time until someone retires, and i wouldn't be able to work a second part time job into my schedule.
