confusion and pride at the same time
Chris1 So how long do you intend to keep this "no release" plan going?
So far I didn't set any date for how long this is going to go. Right now I have the intention to keep it that way even though there are hours when it is getting complicated. Today in the morning in bed was a bit of a tough time after I woke up. I was too lazy to get up right away and grabbed a book to read a bit and my mind wandered away while I was reading and I got some urge to touch myself which I would have done right away if it would have been possible. And the thigh bands made even trying impossible. It took me a couple of minutes to realise that my biology took over my brain, so I got up and took a shower to get my mind off these thoughts. I feel proud that I didn't give in and didn't ask to get released.
Vanessa Do you manage it,sometimes?
yes, but rarely. the volunteers here have an enormous head start
wow, you are incredibly inspiring even for me. i am sure your mother is very proud of you
Amira I am not sure if anyone mentioned it so far but: These chains are way too short!
i think everyone who wears thighbands has mentioned it here before and yes i agree with you 
Amira what do you exactly mean?
you are currently wearing the belt without breaks. do you plan to continue this until your wedding or do you have a specific/undefined time frame?
Amira I am not sure, it is different on different days and even on different times of the day. I wouldn't say that it generally got better or worse.
can you manage without breaks so far? you wrote earlier that you couldn't imagine that, so i ask
Nice to see that I may not be the only chaste girl with Islamic faith. 
ZeynepFox Nice to see that I may not be the only chaste girl with Islamic faith.
no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith.
Vanessa I guessed she would wear the thigh bands permanently,now.
no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday, so nothing overly spectacular compared to others here I guess.
Amira no, I don't! I wear them from Friday after school till different times on Saturday, so nothing overly spectacular compared to others here I guess.
so it's still only part-time, I think that's also good.
Amira no, you aren't, even though I am not that devotet to our faith.
with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?
Angelina with you it is rather the other way round because your stepfather brought the belt more as an idea because of western values. right?
Hmm, yes, except for my special underwear I live 100 % like the common german girl. I would say in my heart no god or other entity plays any role at all.
