Amira tell me what to do and how to handle my feelings?
😆😆 that depends - do you know what you want?
Amira I would like to know if anything changed in my wish and ability to touch myself and of course because I have the urge to touch myself.
See that's two reasons - which was it really?🤔
So did you want to and the "know if anything changed" was just an excuse?
Our did you really worry you wouldn't be allowed?
You should probably stick to the occasional breaks. Like you'd know yourself if you thought staying chaste completely was important.
Like your description of Sunday - I'd feel disappointed for myself after that. You can want whatever you like in your life though so it's ok.