Jen I wish I'd never asked it was stupid - I hate that I'm glad she didn't let me.
I think I know the situation, you are angry because your body had a need and you have been denied, and on the other hand your inner voice tells you that it was denied for your own good.
I can already tell you that at least my sister and I had those crises.
When I started writing on the forum I still had them, I have not had them for a long time.
Laura She refused to give you the key?
Yeah
James Isn't your agreement that she has to?
Yes too
Philip Why were the keys not given over when you asked.
I dunno - I was conflicted myself. It was before 5am.
Philip What happend to you get unlocked
A bit after 7. Normal time I get unlocked.
Philip and what is stopping you taking off the belt.
Was just my own thoughts then.
Ines If I have understood you correctly throughout these years, at night your mother kept the key. I even asked you about it a few months ago.
Yes that's it. Mum and Dad have the keys. I've been wearing every night. They always have the keys I just don't wear at daytime - put it on in the afternoon mostly.
Ines today she acted as any keyholder would have done.
I so want to argue about this but really you are right and mum was right
Jen I so want to argue about this but really you are right and mum was right
Jen, from my point of view, do not beat yourself up, the weird thing is that this only happened to you once, which is to make you proud.
If you check my old posts you will see that I woke up my mother because of a huge itch that in the end was almost more psychological than real.
Calm down, and think about whether your mother acted as she really should have, and if you think she overindulged or abused, talk to her.
A girl is not born with a chastity belt, and if it does not make you happier or does not make you feel fulfilled, then it is better to leave it.
Jen I'm glad you're doing okay.
Crazy isn't it? 
You made me want to bust my belt out again but I'm not sure I'm in the right place for it at the moment. Been thinking about it lots though. My partner floated the idea of locking me up when he works away, in return for locking him up when he comes back. I like the second part but I'm not too enamoured with the first bit!
i read this a bit too late to help you, but i am glad that you are feeling better. i understand that you were angry with your mother in the beginning, but as i understood it you were unlocked 2 hours later, so enough time to get your head back and be aware of your goals. actually your mother helped you not to give up on your goal, kind of ironic 
Agree.
It is better if you take it for 4 weeks, but...
However 3:1 is not bad, it seems that we can make our wild aussie girl, the tornado of the Outback, become a boring lady of the metropolis.
Based on topics I already have an idea for a soap opera...
"The Belt and the Wild Emu", "Belts and platypus" or "Belted Echidna" or something like that...
Putting my belt on feels different.
I can't just change my mind now - like it was something to help me before. Now it is like - I'm actuality not going to be allowed to take it off. I've already locked it. I feel like I didn't get to choose. Like it was all normal but now I've locked it - it's different.
Jen I don't know what it means now - is it can't have the key till morning, or can't have the key if it's for the wrong reason. Just - like the idea of "can't have the key" - like I want to rebel but also it feels like that will be right sometimes.
You should be shamed every time you ask for the key.
Maybe soon... It's a rough trade though, 3 weeks of me being belted vs 1 week of him in a cage. Not sure it's worth it!