Been gone a while
I think in general you are doing well and you always find ways to deal with your addictions (like masturbation with chastity). keep doing what you are doing and you will become completely happy, but also frustrated. 
Avery Wonder if the supervised showers are a part of that concern.
of course, if our parents think sexual pleasure is bad for us, then the supervised showers are also part of that concern.
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Avery I do not think that, outside of fetish couples, anyone is supervising showers for the viewer's gratification. I would even doubt most of the supervised showers mentioned on this forum involve someone constantly staring at the person in the shower, more like staying in the room and casting a quick glance at unpredictable interviews to make sure nobody is abusing their hygiene break. Also not a fan of the practice personally, but more because I see it as a sign of distrust than because I see it as an opportunity for a peep show. Then again, I am from a family where walking in on a family member in the shower was never considered a big deal.
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Thanks for this @Angelina, I really, really, appreciate the time you've put into understanding me.
My wife says to you: "Yeah, it turns out that this was the best thing for him, and I don't mean that in a horrible way, it just puts his focus onto positive things that improve his health and life".
Google defines "Frustrate" as "to Prevent (a plan or attempted action) from progressing, succeeding, or being fulfilled". Since I am doing everything I can to stop to unhealthy actions that I find pleasurable, (smoking, masturbation, hours on the PC etc). I think I am always going to feel frustrated. But frustrating and curbing my unhealthy desires and excessive behaviours is the point.
Alright I’m back to talk about how my bf meeting my mom went.
When he came over I opened the door for him and then we went into the kitchen where my mom was cooking the dinner. They greeted eachother and then we went into my room to hang out.
After a while dinner was ready and I knew the tough conversation was coming now and I was hoping for the best, we sat down and talked about my bf most of the time my mom asked him many questions about his hobbies work family things like that. Then she asked what he thought about the belt and if he wants it off. He said that he thinks it’s weird that she has me in it and that he wants it off ASAP even if he thinks it’s sexy. (He told me he thought that later not infront of my mom) after that it was just normal conversation and they seemed to get along well. Nobody said anything bad and my mom said she thought he was a good choice and that he will do.
And that’s basically it 
Funguy even if he thinks it’s sexy. (He told me he thought that later not infront of my mom)
Good thing you clatified, I thought it was a little... bold... of him to bring that up.
Funguy Nobody said anything bad and my mom said she thought he was a good choice and that he will do.
If you remember your fist time at the forum you got the advice to stand to your opinion and refuse the CB. From your posting I get now the impression your mother accepts you as you are and see no further need to keep you in.
Your fears were groundless.
Am so happy to read this. What a wonderful thing. Am so glad to read it went so well.Haha yeah that would’ve been strange
Hope your experience under your mother's lock and key did not ruin your acveptance of the device too much. Maybe it is not you who ends up with the key, but your future husband.
youdontknowme I would even doubt most of the supervised showers mentioned on this forum involve someone constantly staring at the person in the shower,
of course not, in most cases my father sits on the toilet lid and looks more at his smartphone than at me. it's not like being in prison
of course i understand you, i have learned a lot about voluntary chastity here and of course i understand what it means to be sexually frustrated. i think the important thing is that you don't forget the big goal and that your wife supports you.
that sounds good, very good even. you see, you don't have to worry too much. i am really happy for both of you.
youdontknowme Maybe it is not you who ends up with the key, but your future husband.
The key would indeed make an amazing wedding gift, but not from his mother, from @Funguy to his husband.